wooopss!!

have not started cleaning yet!!

(worked on it just for a bit)

hahahahaah

whom am i trying to kid?

huhhuhuhu

promise will work on it tomorow

have to!!

dearest papa

i raise a white flag

just send me those weekly basis maid!!

cLeAnIng!!!

working on it now

papa i want a maid!!

not the ones that come on weekly basis

but

full time!!!

hate HAVING to BE independent!!

hahah...n the previous entry was about being thankful n greatful with what i have!!

wake up!!wake up!! miss hany bunny!!

not enough?

a son wanted a set of sausage mcmuffin and pancakes in McD...the father looked at him and said you can only choose one dear...no im ordering for u too dad said the son...no its ok, we order only one set of breakfast ya and then we can share...then the cashier said, that will be RM11...the father took out his wallet and i saw a piece of one red note and some light blue notes...then he took out the light blue notes and count it to 11 and pass it to the cashier...he glanced at his wallet and sigh...the expression on his face hit me of how ungrateful i am!!

money is constantly never enough for me...sometimes i don't even know what i spend on...here while im spending my money on god knows what...there are poople who actually needs to save just to eat a burger in McD...how ungreatful can i be?! and yet im always complaining to my father how money is never enough...pa, i need money...pa, i need money...and sometimes that's the only conversation i have with my dad...pathetic? i know...

so,a note to myself: learn to be greatful and thankful of what i have...and same goes to u who's reading this entry...

s + m x ad

s(ad)=
am so sad now...zazzy's in the hospital...hermm...damn worried bout her...hate to see her like that...:( i wanna go to the hosp right now but am inn college now and the stupid class ends at 6...shitty!!!

m(ad)=
urgh!!! am so damn mad right now with a certain someonee...even tho'am not close to him...he made my friend damn sad...if i ever have the guts...i would absolutely freakingly whack him...ur such an ass****!!! u have no feelings is it?? urghhh!!! am speechless!!!

manners

some people just don't have it!!

an outsider?

herm...am pretty sad now...i was so excited that my dad came back from london after 5 month he was there...usually he would call me up and ask me to pick him up from the airport...but this time he didnt...i was devastated...he called me up yesterday before leaving i guess and said that he bought me the books that i asked for and that's all...

as time passes me and my dad are further and further away...it's not like the old times anymore...i feel like im an outsider...it all changed when my beloved mother past away...i've been feeling this for such a long time...but this time it's a sure thing...

this morning i expected a call from him...but he didn't call me at all...i waited till it was 9.am and gave him a call...he didn't seem happy to get a call from me...i asked him where was he and he said he was at my aunts place then i asked him when is he going back to his place and he said a bit later and that was it...then i just said ok i'll see ya later...am feeling the distance...

what can i do? right? i guess just be patient and be as happy as i can...things has changed so much...what am i to say? well i really hope that things would change coz am sick and tired of staying on my own...i need a family...i want to stay under one roof...but again i have to realise I'M AN OUTSIDER NOW!! what can i do? am on my own now...

well my dearest daddy i hope ur happy with the new family...and no matter what i love u so much...ur the most awesome dad a person can get...love you...mmuuahhkksss...

HEY

its all or nothing at all!!!

what i think...

sometimes i think of u as only a friend.
sometimes i think of u as my lover.
sometimes i think of u as an enemy.
sometimes i cant stand you.
sometimes i'm glad ur by my side.
now ur like a stranger.
i dont know why you changed a whole lot.
ur a complete different person towards me.
i think i get the message ur trying to tell me.

Please forget about me and live on.
Those tears will dry completely as time passes.
It would hurt less if we didn't meet at all.
Maybe just a smile if we pass by each other.
Hope you will bury what you promised me.
I'm trying not to care bout' you.

mersce yg berbunyi seperti machine air tebu

i'am so freaking annoyed right now...am in coffee bean at damas...and right infront of me theres a mersce that sounds exactly like machine air tebu bak kata zazzy...and i agree 110% with her...i have no mood to write edy!!

too adorable to eat

check it out

i'am not a big fan of chocolates, desserts, ice-cream..basically anything that is sweet...but i think i'm begining to be a big fan of cupcakes...the 1st cupcakes that i loved was the one which was done by my friend...it was perfect...and now am being a big fan of shalia's cupcakes...the thing is i don't have the heart to eat it coz it is just too adorable...but it taste damn good too...
so how???

1 shot kills 2 ??? U bloody monsters!!!

OMG!!!! i don't know what's wrong with these stupid Israel'ssssssssssss....

how could a person do that!! i guess they are people with no feelings!!

and only people with no heart would do such thing...

you jewish are just monsters!!!

when i read about it..i was upset..it's just so freakingly cruelity!!!

and am sure you people will pay for what you've done...

another part of me is terrified and scared...i think the world is coming to an end..

click here to know briefly about it.

read this article to know more about other printed shirts that they got...you'll be suprised!!

are u ready for love?

love.

what is love?

people say,

love is blind!

is it?

love is not just somethig that is nice to see.

mushy here and mushy there,

gifts here and gifts there.

if u see love as the perfect rose

beautiful & flawless

ur wrong!

this is what we call an illusion.

love takes more than that,

it's about being there for each other.

when the world crumbles,

when the world is jealous of u & time goes so fast.

let me ask u this.

are ready to love the person that u say u love

when he or she wakes up with saliva ( air liur basi) around her/his mouth?

when he or she is facing the worst breakdown ever?

when he or she is sick for months?

when he or she is doing the stupidest thing in the world?

when he or she is farting?

when or she is eating like a pig?

when he or she is devastated n does not take bath for a few days?

if u answer yes

then u are in love

if u answer no

then u are just living in a fantasy & ur not in love.

if u really love someone,

you will hold his or her hand when hard times occur,

you will make him or smile when she's down,

you will pick him or her up when he or she falls down the drain,

you will bring him or her to the right track when they lost their way,

you will cherish & adore her at any state,

share everythin that you have,

never be selfish,

willing to sacrifice,

this is what u call love.

so,

my question is

are u ready to love and be loved?

or

are u loving the idea of being in love and loved?