La' familia

family is a primary social group of an individual.normally consisting of parents or maybe a single parent and their children.in a family there are values such as to care.to love.be loved.to share.to help out each other.do u agree with what u just read?maybe yes for some of you.but for me i disagree 110%.family is just a word and it is meaningless to me.if it is as described as above.

most parents nowadays are to busy working towards success.and on the way to reach the top they forget about something.their children!we,children are mostly taken care of the maids or nanny.and see our parents once in a while.no dinners in one table.no spending time together.no sharing of problems.no hugs and kisses.this is how a family is nowadays.(not all but i think mostly).if u call it that.

i believe that family does not have to be related by blood.it is not a relation just in between parents and children.to me family are people who loves you as you are.accepting your flaws.is there when the world crumble downs.picks you up when you fall.show you the light when the world is dark.share.care.trust.

and i get the values as i have mentioned from some of my friends.thus the definition of family to me differs from what i have read in dictionaries.in hany's pink dictionary friends=family and family=friends.to the some of my friends i love you and appreciate you god knows how much and thank you for everything.

ciggie in her hands

if u see around u.u can see lotsa girl or shall i say women are smoking nowadays.and one of them might be me.and yes i know it's bad for health.yada.yadaa.yadaa.i will never ever say that am addicted.it's a habit.a habit that i can't stop for now.this is not what i wanna talk about.

when u see a women smoking what is your perception of them? when i see a woman smoking i think it's ugly.she may be the prettiest girl on earth but when she lights that ciggie.the pretiness goes down the drain.i think it's damn ugly.and yes sometimes i think they are sl**s.i think they are wild.bad girl.god knows what my uncounsiousness judge them.women and smoking is just a big NO!yes i do realise it.just because i too do it.it doesn't mean that i don't realise it.smoking and women is a big NO!i hate it when i see those judgemental eyes which sometimes i give it to other people as well.i know what goes in the head of some of you when u see a woman with a ciggie in her hand.thus.people!stop giving those judgemental eyes.stop it.it's just another bad habit.

savior

you'll always be.

never once you failed me.

ur like an angel.

dark angel.

but

together.we'll never be.

chubby cheeks

me lurve his chubby cheeks

the little one of ms.ameera n mr.rosly

people...meet

muhammad fariz isqandar

who was born on 14th may 2009 at 10.41am

i can't believe it my bestie's a mum!! am so happy for her!! oh dear god, i want one of my own...

network problem

people just to let u know that there is something wrong with the network in my area due to the heavy rain and strong wind in the area 2 days ago.i can't receive or call as well as texting.so if u can't get thru me by phone please IM me in msn or ym.

i luv this pic of the 3 of us

carl rogers

today my lecturer told us a quote by carl rogers.depression is an upper class disease.u know in the olden days social class was obvious.and i think there is still social class.the caste stuff.even though it's not that obvious anymore.nways,i think the quote in some way is true.but it doesn't apply to everyone.the low class people or average people are to busy to be depress working for a living he says.but to me i respect them as their family bond are usually stronger.maybe they don't have all those luxury stuff and all that but they have each other.sometimes a person with a huge house and has all that doesn't even see other family members though they are staying under one roof.experienced it myself when i was staying at my uncle's.well, i always believe that no matter what problem u have.how big or small it is.it's all about how u take it.how u perceive and handle it.life is too short to be miserable or in other words depress.

okay am going to bed.need to wake up early to study.have a paper tomorrow and it's 40% out of my whole marks.nighty nights.

in the darkness

am scared. this is the part where i hate staying alone.blackouts.i do not have a torch-light.my candles are inside my room.and am too scared to go outside as i have to go down the stairs.thank-god my lappy is charged.at least i wont die of boredom in the dark.s**t my imaginations are going wild.(think positive hany! distract urself from imagining creepy thinga-another part of me talking).so anyways.what shall i write.erm..

well today i went out with my friend.not exactly my friend.she's like a sister too.so she's a friend +sister=enter/endter/frister/terend.ok whatever.am starting to crap.nways, there were so many beautiful dresses,tops,skirts and hot pants.and hot pants.and hot pants.urgh.am so gonna diet.(yeah rite, u say it all the time miss hany bunny).the other part of me talking.

oh.oh.i just got a text from amy.she said that she's in the hospital.she was admitted around 5.she had a very bad contraction.but little mini mr n mrs rosly is not out yet.the thing down there has opened approximately 3cm.so 7cm more to go.wargh.i can't believe it!my bestie is gonna be a mum.n the mini them is gonna be a gemini baby.not so good from my experince.but mostly the elderly geminiians.am sure the young ones are better.sure my bestie is in pain right now.well,enjoy the moment darl.it's an experience that u can't miss. (rugi kalau tak rasa).may u and the baby be in good health.
oh.am so happy.:)...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

her blog

always makes me smile...coz i can just imagine her chaterring about...hehehe...i think it's so cute...it's just her...:) and to you miss.i miss you loads...wait for your dress ya...ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!! heheh...

mothers day

mama,

i miss you so...so...much.thank-u for everything that you've done. am so proud to be ur daughter. it makes me so happy when people say am a lot like you. everyone misses u too. especially papa. his eyes were red looking at ur picture. i wish u were here with me.but am postively sure that you are in a better place. i love you ma. love u more than anything in this universe.

(al-fatihah)

to all mummiess out there happy mothers day especially the newbies.

some people

are just simply UGREATFULL...expect people to help them but they are not into helping people out...always expect people to be nice to them...but they don't act so to other people...trying to hurt other people...by their words...trying to show that they have better life than u...showing that they are in power and above you...judging everyone as if they are perfect...maybe they should get a mirror and look at themselves...to me they are simply sad, depressed and lonely people...i pity u people.

i really thank my parents for the way they have brought me up.

and also to the people that has been in my life.especially in my

childhood years...i am the way i am because of all of you.

my neighbour too!!!

i was opening the gate of my house just now as i just came back from school...my class was cancelled (am so psstt)...there's these stuff call technologies which the school should have used to inform us that the class wud be off for today!!! learn it, damn it!!

anyways..while i was opening the gate and talking to z on the phone...this chinese guy came and start talking in chinese...i put z on hold and ask what did he want and he continued talking to me in chinese and i was like sorry, but am not chinese..then he said "oh, sorry i thought u were..am just informing u that i'll be having my wedding ceremony on thursday and friday...so there'll be tent up to ur house...i hope u don't mind...and ur invited..."

OMG!!! another wedding!!!

weddings and babies

don't they just look happy..:)

then comes the little one..:)

i met up with my childhood bestie 2 days ago who is currently pregnant and due in a week or so...she looks beautiful + gorgeous + glowy...and i am so jealous!!!not just because of the fact that she looks amazing...but her life is almost complete...she's married and having a little baby boy soon...how fast time passes by...i feel like it was just yesterday we were riding our bicycle around our neighbourhood..

another thing is i'm hearing wedding bells everywhere...most of my friends are getting married this year...this year itself there's like 6 weddings that i know off...damn!! i feel like am leaving behind...am so jealous!!! here they are going to get married and have babies soon...i don't even have a candidate...urghhh!!! :(

oh god!! i can't wait to be the princess of the day...and have babies of my own...

(p/s: call me crazy but i was surfing on wedding stuff yesterday...what is wrong with me?!)

sick

ish! it has been almost 2 weeks that i've been sick..and i really hate it...am constantly having headaches and bodyaches as well...i wonder why...but too scared to know the result...just in case i have some serious sickness...due to my genetics am freaked out... so am not going to the doctors...am so scared of em...and i hate check ups...pray that i'll be better...

things i need to do coz am a gurl!

it's fun n enjoyable but it kills too

(to the girls who are obsessed with beauty)

threading

(my eyebrows are everywhere)

waxing

(lazy to shave my legs..it grows faster)

eye treatment

(my dark circles are terrible.can't stand it)

hair cut

(just a trim actually.miss my fringe)

foot scrub

(love having it :p)

manicure & pedicure

(love it too)

massage

(i have body aches)

mandi bunga

(refreshing)