Wednesday, July 15, 2009

oh si kelabu

saya amat mengasihani awak.dengan mata kasar ye memang awak menang.tapi pada hakikatnya saya tahu.awak tahu.dia tahu.bahawa awak tidak dapat menawani hati dia.makanya.sebenar-benarnya saya telah menang.saya sangat kasihani awak.but then again love is not a game nor is relationship.thus, i guess what's meant to be is meant to be. and am happy with my life now. the one with the insecurities is you.so you can tell the whole world that u have won.but you know what's the turth of the invisibility. :)

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

hating to drive

i officially hate driving.do you know how much fun it is just to sit there on the passenger sit and let someone else do the work.i've been driving for such a long time that i forgot till yesterday.i felt so relaxed.somemore am not that well now.it's nice having someone else driving.i seriously hate driving.anyone care to drive me anywhere i wanna go? *ahakz* thanx z and azri for driving.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

"little prince"~brooke shields

eyes are blind
you have to look with the heart
what's most important is
the invisible
michael jackson

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

flu.flu.flu

i am not that well and i really hate it.i was so excited to go for class yesterday.and bam! on monday night i started having a flu.it all begin with a very sore throat that evening.after sending z to work i went to the clinic as i can't hardly open my eyes edy.i had to wait for the dr like an hour plus.god knows how much i was swearing.my body was aching like madness.hany a.puzi.i straight a way jumped up and went into the room. the dr check my temp. and it was 38.7.no wonder i felt so crappy and restless most of the time. then he also said that my tonsil are red.and my throat has swollen.

i haven't felt this sick for such a long time.owh how i wish my mother was still here.am sure she'll make it better in a jiffy.or maybe miss.m.i love it when she take cares of me when am sick.as of yesterday no one really took care of me.i hate the fact that i have to take care of myself.i miss being taken care off. well things changes i guess and am still learning.dear god! i really hate changes.i love my comfort zone. but changes is one fact of life that we can never run from. am sure you've heard before change is the only constant.