Thursday, December 3, 2009

shrink

is it so bad seeing one. i really can’t take it anymore. i wish there was one in malaysia where i can actually just admit myself. (a nice one of course but i don’t think there is one) i think am going to have a breakdown. i just know its coming. and am scared. am scared of myself.

do i sound crazy to you?

maybe i just am. *sigh*

hey seeing a shrink doesn’t mean am crazy ok? maybe i just need some help. one thing that disappoints me is most Malaysians are not accepting the idea of seeing a shrink. as soon as you say you are seeing one. they’ll say “ die tue gila jumpa pakar sakit jiwa” “die tue ada mental problem” and it goes on and on and on.

i really need one. i do. i know i do. to my dearest friends please do not judge me.