falling into places

is life like that? one day you're a mess.the next.everything just fall into place. am excited..confused..doubting.. all at the same time. making decisions is far from my expertise. am a person who is scared of the unknown. taking risks is never a choice in my dictionary. i love my comfort zone. tho' it's not exciting. i love it! there's an opportunity that awaits for me. but i don't know what to do. i really don't. yes. no. yes. no. ? and the amount of 'what if'ssss in my head. seriously. not helping. urghhh.