falling into places

is life like that? one day you're a mess.the next.everything just fall into place. am excited..confused..doubting.. all at the same time. making decisions is far from my expertise. am a person who is scared of the unknown. taking risks is never a choice in my dictionary. i love my comfort zone. tho' it's not exciting. i love it! there's an opportunity that awaits for me. but i don't know what to do. i really don't. yes. no. yes. no. ? and the amount of 'what if'ssss in my head. seriously. not helping. urghhh.

sometimes

i wish you were still here

still here

to hug you

to kiss you

to wake up and say good morning

to wake up and have breakfast on the table

to run to you when am scared

to cry in your arms when my heart is broken

to tell you my stories

i miss all the stories that you tell me

i miss your laugh

i miss your smile

i miss your touch

i miss you

i miss you so much

things are getting out of control

i need you

mama

i wanna be with you

may i follow you?

love birds

this beautiful poem is dedicated to all of you

love

is always patient and kind

it is never jealous

love

is never boastful or conceited

it is never rude or selfish

it does not take offence

and it is not resentful

love

takes no pleasure in other people's sin

but

delights in the truth

it is always ready

to excuse..to trust..to hope..

and to endure whatever happens

-shakespeare-

les miserables

i've been wanting to read this book since 2 years ago. but i can't seem to find it. anyone knows where can i get this book? if you do please let me know. or if u ever come across it. please please let me know.

hey mr!!

you can't just call me all of a sudden.ask me how i am. ask me whether am happy or not. with your voice not sounding so good. you just spoiled my freaking day. and yes. yes. i miss you. but please don't do this again. it hurts. it hurts too much. now am worried about you. and i don't like it. are you okay? *sigh* i really hope everything is good.

my dearest girl

i don't know what to say to you. but i feel your pain.just be strong.i can tell you not think about it.but.i know thats not possible.(we are girls.mind us for thinking too much) yeah stay strong and be patient.take it as an experience.a chapter of your life.and do remember that there are more chapters to be written.:) i've written this before.and i'll write it again. life is too short to be miserable and let the bitter ones to change how awesome you are. i hope you'll feel better soon.and am always there for you.

eid-fitri

this year.it was as i expected.maybe even worst.every year i hope that things would get better.but it doesn't.i guess some things are just meant to be.eid is not exciting anymore.maybe it's the age.maybe it's the environment.maybe i have forgotten the value of eid and what its all about.doesn't really matter anymore.

oh how i wish i was still that little girl.who can't wait to shop for our traditional baju kurung.new shoes.gathering with her cousins.helping out to cook all those ketupat and rendang.oh how time flies so fast.when i look back.it feels like a century ago.

anyways.i know it's kindda late but happy eid-fitri and maaf zahir batin to all of you people. and as to all my friends. thank-you for being with me.thank-you for colouring my life. thank-you for putting a smile on my face. :)

the girl i use to know

happy and bubbly

was her well known character

caring and loving

was just her

patience

is what she holds on too

smilling

was her best medicine in life

she got lost

lost along the way

no hope.no love.no faith

i hope and pray that you'll find your way back. life is too short to be miserable and let the bitter ones to change who you are.