hey people.guess what.i was totally confident that eid would be on the 22 nd of september.but no.it's not on the 22nd it's on the 20th!! actually i don't really care when the hell is it coz i don't plan to go back for eid this year. but one boring night i chatted with a friend of mine and he gave me links of raya adds from the past years.
and...
tears started coming out from my eyes. then. it got me thinking. regardless of whatsoever is the issue ur having.u need to be with ur family on eid. i don't want to miss the morning moments of eid with my father.so i have decided to take the high road and i do want to go back for eid.
but there's a problem..
my final paper is on the 19th and eid is on the 20th.and not only that my paper finishes at 4pm.so there's noway am gonna be there for the last day of breaking fast.and am sure the highway will be flooded with cars and i so hate being stuck on it.therefore i will be going back to johor around 3-4 in the morning with my stupid infected eyes. or maybe i should go a bit earlier as my eyes gets really blurry sometimes.
or
maybe just not go back at all. i didn't want to go back anyways. my wish was granted. only that it's not my wish anymore. i really wanna go back. i miss my father. *sigh*
