time passes by so slow for me nowadays.everything is slow.i don't really know where my head is.i don't even know what am feeling.i really don't.the weird feeling that scares me is still there.i don't know why.i don't know what it is. (this has nothing gotta to do with guys) i feel like blurting it out but i just can't.coz i don't even know what it is.i really wish that this feeling would go away.so that i can have a peace of mind.
i feel sad tonight.news of death and me is a big NO.it brings me to this dark little place where am alone.and i don't handle it very well.actually not at all.news of death is a norm nowadays.i've been hearing it all around and honestly it scares me.i just hope that when i die i wont die in a freaky way where my body is not attached or my face is distorted.dying in my sleep would be good.and i do wanna look good when i die.:)
i feel sad tonight.news of death and me is a big NO.it brings me to this dark little place where am alone.and i don't handle it very well.actually not at all.news of death is a norm nowadays.i've been hearing it all around and honestly it scares me.i just hope that when i die i wont die in a freaky way where my body is not attached or my face is distorted.dying in my sleep would be good.and i do wanna look good when i die.:)
