kehidupan tidak beremak
sudah hampir 10 tahun kutempuhi
kerinduan membara di hati
semakin hari semakin rindu
selalu ku terbayang
jika dia masih ada
pasti bahagia hidupku
aku pasti
kehidupanku tidak seperti ini
akan tetapi inilah perjalananku
tidak dapat kulawan takdir yang dibentangkan
aku rindu
rindu dakapanmu
rindu kasih sayangmu
rindu kata-katamu
rindu gurauan-senda mu
aku rindu
rindu segalanya
*al-fatihah*
so many things that I’m seeing
so many things that I’m going through
so many things that I’m feeling
so many things that I’m questioning
mind me
as the cave of mine
is where I want to be
what we see
may not be as what it seems
a person’s smile
may be out of sorrow
a shred of tear
may be out of happiness
a joke is cracked
may be out of worry
don’t be fool by what you see
it may not be as what it seems
I admit that am not really a good muslim. I don’t solat (pray) 5 times a day. but I do hope that I get a husband that lead those prayers at least twice a day or maybe even once. I think it’ll give me a feeling of peace. dear god please do give me a good husband that can lead me to the right path. amin.
nope it’s not mine of course! gotta a long time to go. 
my dearest ms. N
my missy
my missy and I
check out out eye bags people !! (hahahah)
the pressie I gave my missy. she strictly said no flowers ! so I gave her grass. heheh.
the bestie on her graduation day!
cik. anne on her graduation day!
congrats to both of you too. tho’ I couldn’t make it but am truly happy and proud of you guys. congratulations!! xx
LASTLY
moi on my graduation day !! NOT !!
hahah… but I wanna graduate ASAP. I wanna wear the hat with that dangling thingy. 
that’s how I feel right now. my daddy dearest just got me a new toy and am happy. it’s been a while since he gave me a pressie. thank-you papa! 
right now i regret so much that i chopped of my hair. i miss my long hair. i miss it badly. my hair takes quite a while to grow.it has been almost 4 month and it has only grown like 2 inches.and am hating it right now as its not to long nor to shot. it’s annoying. am sure you girls out there understand. i want my long hair back. huarghhh.
nampak sweet and decent je..huahahah..perasan much?
(u know am kidding right?)
it was ages ago actually. but somehow i feel like writing about it. :) i actually forgot when it was but i knew i was very excited. i asked z to accompany me and thank-god she wanted to coz i really wanted to go. it was the first time where Malaysia is the host for a hot air balloon festival.
when we reached putrajaya. i kept on searching for the HAB but nope. there was no sign of it at all. i was devastated ! so we went round round looking for the place of this particular event. yeay ! we then found it then again there was no sign of HAB. i decided to park anyways thinking it may not be up yet.
then we look for the place and went round and round. asking people where is it? and each of them gave different answers. eesshhhh !!
we were lost in the hot sun not knowing where to go! urghh!!
phewww!! we finally found the event map. thank-god!!
the place was not that far from where we were actually. so before we went there we went to get some snacks. look at the amount of people that were there.
Malaysian and food. inseparable!
we then found a spot and start munching away while waiting for the HAB.
an hour and 2 hours later still no sign of HAB, so we do what we do best
cam whoring!!
then finally…
but hey that ain’t no HAB.
sheesh…so we decided to change spot to somewhere shady
and read our books. :)
finally. they were up. yeay ! but i was still disappointed. i imagined it would be something like the event in the last part of the ugly truth but it was nothing like that nothing at all..:(
to cure the frustrated heart. we cam whored! tho’ it was disappointing i had a great day.
you can stop what you’re doing. you say you hate fake people but why don’t you look at the mirror. i think ur fake. and seriously i can see ur green monster miles away. no need to be nice to me and act like you care coz i know you don’t!! and please please just stop asking people what am i doing now. how am i now. (i know you want to know coz ur such a kppoooccchhiii!!) and u love it when i crumble down. there’s no need to be nosy!! u never cared before so there’s no need to do it now.
oh another thing. i suggest you drop ur attitude of judging people. it’s not like you’re a saint!!
bitchy mode.
just don’t know the limit of jokes. i might be smiling and playing along but who knows what’s in my heart. maybe you guys should think before acting. some things are just too much. and it’s not funny. fikir lah dulu sebelum menjatuhkan air muka orang. alhamdulillah im not angry am just hurt and it changes my perspective of you.
