OMG!!!

i fell!! i fell!! i fell in public. in a restaurant. in slow motion!! everyone was looking at me. the worst part is i could see all their faces too. as it was in a very slow motion. babun!! oh the embarrassment. it has been for some time that i did not experience falling in front of a bunch of people. years maybe.

the thing is my little miss.m just asked me yesterday “ kak zie pernah jatuh in public tak”? ( have u ever fallen in public before) i said “ yeah. but it was years ago". and i don’t think am gonna fall anymore” arghhh!! what are the odds huh??

on a calm evening one day

the bride stared out the window in her beautiful wedding dress with her sad eyes thinking i would have to let him go. she belongs to  someone else now. her love for him is for eternity. but she knows that they were not meant to be. he. he belongs to her. she knew from the beginning her lovely bestfriend has kept feelings for him. so then. the bride married the guy whom has love her since forever. the bride prayed that he: her eternal love will soon realise that she: her lovely bestfriend is in love with him.

hApPy 21st Ms.Z

 

 

happy 21st darling. tho’ it was nothing much. hope you enjoyed it.

 

the surprise done by mr.H, Ms.D, Mr.A, and a few other people i guess

 

 

birthday girl and i.

oh dear. we didn’t take any group picture. alaaa…:( neways dear ms.z hope all your wishes will come true and i pray the best for you. lurve.

working

is so damn tiring. and am not even working full-time yet. but i love my job. i get to meet a whole bunch of new people. never thought that i’d be working in this line but i guess sometimes fate just bring you to your path. but one thing i hate most about my my job is that i have to put those stuff you call cosmetics. and tons of them.

and working is a good distraction as well. it distracts me from the never ending family drama. as well as my broken heart. over a stupid crush.  i guess i should learn on where do i stand. and when people say the heart is what matters. it’s just a big fat lie.

that’s all for now. toodles. :)

2009

i know it’s late to talk of 2009 but i still want too. :) it was a great start in the beginning but towards the end it was just so darn harsh to me. the end of 2009 hit me deep and it changed my life. it changes everything.

at first. i thought it was really bad and it took me into a really dark place. only god knows what’s in my head at that time.

but hey. i got up thinking. it’s not so bad after all. since it was going to be a new year ( this was in dec) might as well start off all new. so. i guess am okay.

baby steps. still trying to adapt with the new environment and the whole new lifestyle.

most importantly my new place still has lots of greeneries.